Lately, I feel that I like someone, not anymore because I find the mystery fascinating, but because I want to "fix" them. I want to be the miracle potion that changes them into something "better." Lately, I find that I want to be the sun to people's gloomy days, and I want to be the smile on their otherwise miserable existence. That doesn't sound bad at first thought, but really, I want to change someone to fit my standard of a "content" person.
Has any of you ever felt this way? I've always wanted to help people; I've even gotten myself screwed over for doing so. Yet, here I am again, wanting to "help" another person become much more satisfied with the life they were given, or even just a bit more grateful. Mind you, I don't mean turn them into something religious and obnoxious. No. I just... I want to see a smile on their face. I want them to see life as I see it. Difficult but bearable because I choose to be positive about my surroundings. Life sucks sometimes, but someone's attitude would be the deciding factor of whether they would be leading a stable and satisfactory life, or a miserable, madly unstable existence.
Anyway, I just wanted to vent. Writing always did make me feel better :)
til next time!
~Arianne~
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