JULY 19, 2013
Almost had another breakdown at work today. I thought I was having a good day - finally - but then one jerk of a customer made me feel like lashing out and just letting all of my frustrations out. I'm getting a little teary just writing this post.
I'm just so tired right now, I feel like I just need to take a break. But I'm also scared - scared that I'd lose my job because I can't handle the pressure. Is that really what it is though? Am I not able to handle the pressure? Or is it the fact that I've been working 6 days a week for the past 3-4 weeks? I need the money to pay my debt from all the shopping that I do, but at the same time, is it worth sacrificing my sanity? I feel like I'm on the edge, ready to just explode.
It's not even that I'm hurting. It's that I'm so frustrated and stressed out that my body has to somehow find an outlet. I guess my body's way of coping is by shutting down.
Friday, 19 July 2013
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