Raining in my Dreams

JUNE 16, 2013

My body likes to wake up at 7am each morning, and then I go back to sleep for a couple more hours. This is when I have my most vivid dreams. This morning, I had a dream about my ex. Of course, I'm not going to tell him that I had a dream about him. I know better than to start something I don't want to finish.

Anyway, the dream was that we were in some kind of competition together. Our relationship was close. Along the dream, I had a nagging feeling that I needed to tell him something. So, I asked him to come outside with me so we can talk. As soon as we stepped outside, it started raining. According to the dream dictionary, rain symbolizes cleansing among other things.

So, we decided to stay at a balcony and talk. He was fiddling with a folder with loose papers so I took it and put it aside so he can focus on what I had to say. I was brave at first, but of course, finally telling him was more of a challenge. I told him that I don't want to be the person who breaks up an engagement. In the dream, he said something about notifying someone about something. I took it as a notification of breaking an arrangement from some kind of government facility. I emphasized that I didn't want to be the person to be the cause of a breakup. No one deserves that, especially his fiance.

Just when he was about to say something, in the real world, I moved my arm, therefore, breaking the spell. How convenient. Now I'll never know what his phantom had to say. Oh well. We win some, we lose some. No big deal.

I just had to write about it, so here it is... Hope you enjoyed reading it!

P.S. Just for laughs, this is one of the paragraphs from the dream dictionary:
To dream that your ex-boyfriend or ex-girlfriend is missing you suggests that you "miss" some aspect of that past relationship. A situation in your current life may be reminding you of your relationship with your ex. Alternatively, the dream may mean that you have moved on with your life. The notion that your ex is missing you may be a pun on that he has "missed" his opportunity or "missed" his chance with you.